I want to wake up to a better world,
I want to wake up to a better you,
I want to wake up to something new
something that’ll keep me happy
and from feelin blue
Maybe if I stay asleep,
I could dream of what everything could be
no disillusions,but the real thing
a home for every child,
food for every being,
love between you and me,
no disorder,no confusion
I really need to find my solution
I wish everything would come together
then I’d love you like no other
but everything is broken
and happiness seems like the biggest deception
How long must I wait before I get a new
perception of what is suppose to be
because this cant be it,
nothing is exactly as it seems
For now ill stay asleep
and dream of a better certainty
one where everything
is how its suppose to be
unlike this lost reality I call life.
loves
Am I just afraid of being alone?
Is this why I won’t let go?
I try so hard to keep you by my side
But you keep pulling away
I can’t breath, I can’t move, I can’t think
Why are you doing this?
Please don’t say you’ve let go of us, of our love
But I am alone tonight, I want to runaway
Im just laying here watching time go by
The night is hard to get through
It’s spent thinking of you
I just want to believe again, I just want to believe,
Please tell me this isn’t true
That ill wake up from this nightmare soon
Because I can’t breathe, I can’t move, I can’t think
Please come back, I feel myself crumbling inside
All the things you said to me, were they just lies?
I wince at the thought
How could you? These memories,
I can only hope that they will wither
Because I can’t breathe,move,or think
…..I can’t
What’s the furthest place from here?
It hasn’t been my day for a couple years.
What’s a couple more?
And if I go, don’t forget the one good thing I almost did.
I learned your name without words.
I used my eyes, not my hands.
What’s the closest you can come to an almost total wreck and still walk away,
All limbs intact?
And when I go, you’ll be there crying out, begging me.
I won’t hear.
I’ll just go fast into this night on broken legs.
A near miss or a close call?
I keep a room at the hospital.
I scratch my accidents into the wall.
I couldn’t wait to breathe your breath.
I cut in line,
I bled to death.
I got to you, there was nothing left.
What’s the meanest you can be to the one you claim to love
And still smile to your new found friends?
In the same confusing breath,
You pull away and draw me in.
I wanted you. You wanted more.
I built this life and now it’s mine.
Is the proposition of monogomy such a Jurassic notion? I mean, is it no longer reasonable to think that two people can be enough for each other their entire lives?
Maybe it’s chemical. Maybe it’s some kind of hormonal imbalance that causes one to fornicate with others…
=)
Three words keep running round my mind,
but my tongue is hard to find,
I need to let it go…
| — | Marilyn Monroe |
This is how I feel right now….
hmm emotions are crazy.to think we all feel all these
different things,at different times.and we think.’oh no
one can ever understand how I feel’ but thats wrong
at one time or another.someone else feels it too.emotions
are a good thing and a bad thing.’Happy’ thats good emotion
to feel happy is one of the greatest things in the world.’Sad’
not such a good emotion.no one wants to feel sad but its inevitable.
these two emotions are opposite yet they fall into place with each other.
you cant be happy without ever feeling sad and vice versa.these two
emotions play off each other.better yet theres another single emotion
that ties them together.’Love’ yes love,love is one single emotion/word
that when you experience it you go through every single emotion possible.
its crazy how one word,one emotion can make you go through such great
depths of perception.so basically in order to feel every emotion possible
you need to feel love.soo “Love is all you need”……well this was just me rambling
about weird stuff because I tired and I always seem to think alot at night….so
Goodnight<3
